13april--->>>21april2013

::13april2013@10pm::

Let's talk this over.It's not like we're dead..Was it something I did?.Was it something You said?.Don't leave me hanging.In a city so dead.Held up so high.On such a breakable thread. You were everything, everything that I wanted.We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away.All this time you were pretending.

tok pew yg berlaku arie nieyh aQ ucapkn thniah wat  Encek Dude bub still mampu wat aQ nanges bubkn dye..

~~To ENCEK DUDE: awk da hak nk mempertikaikn idup sy..tok lima taun ke belakang ckup tok ajar sy erti kebahagian..cmne awk biakn  sy terkapai2 dulu cmtu gak sy x perlukn awk tok seteap taun yg bakal berlalu.. tentang sy dikongkong or spew yg mengongkong x da kna mengena pn ngn awk..owg yg awk ckp kongkong sy tuh la yg stay kt sisi dseteap jatuh bangun sy.. sy nk awk tahu yg sy mampu berdiri sendri ble jatuh cume kali nieyh lebyh kuat bub muhammad zul helmi samad dsisi sy..

“erm payah laaa kalau org dok slalu kongkong hidup,mcm baguih sgt,k da la bai”

Memang dye x sebagus awk..dmata owg laen awk berjuta kali gnda baek dr dye..tp sekurangnya sy ley jd dri sy sndri dgn dye tnpa perlu ubah apew2.. .~~

It's nice to know that you were there.Thanks for acting like you cared.And making me feel like I was the only one.It's nice to know we had it all.Thanks for watching as I fall.And letting me know we were done.

To  yayunk:  maaf bub lyn awk cmtu..maaf bub x dpt jd yg terbaek..maaf tok pe yg berlaku arie nieyh..maaf tok segalanya..

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     Cmne nk start ea..hurmm...kt tempat keja aQ nieyh da la sepasang suami isteri yg slalu dtg tok dressing..isteri dye amputation kt left leg..mybe bub xcdent kowt..sepanjang keja shift pg muke aQ  jew la dok mengadap luke dye tuh..huhuh..ntah2dye neek bosan asyk muke minah sememeh nieyh jew dressing dye.. cmpy hubby dye ley cm muke aQ..hahaha..tp  yg wat ak tol2 terharu tuh tgk hubby dye yg setia kt sisi wife dye..pegang tgn wife dye mse aQ dok menyental slough kt luke tuh..saket kowt cmpy gigil wife dye..huhuhu..”maaf ye akak, sy juz wat keja sy..”hubby dye akn swuh dye bersabar..kdg2 dye borak2 ngn wife dye  tok lekakn time aQ cuci luka.. teap kali abis jew  aQ dressing dye akn ckp “luke syg da makin sembuh..alhamdulillah..”  terharu giler aQ yg dengar nieyh..walaupn dengar ayt yg same 4 arie berturut2 perassan terharu tuh still ad..hahaha..over tol aQ nieyh..walaupn  akak tuh da kehilangan left leg dye tp skit pn dye x kehilangan kasih sayang hubby dye..aQ tgk dye bahagia sgt..cm x da papew yg jd idop dye.. mybe jodoh yg dtakdirkn tuh adalah yg terbaek tok dye..susah senang bersama cmpy ke akhir hayat.. moga2 kekal bahgia hingga ke anak cucu ye kak..amin..  ^_____________^

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::10april2013@5:55pm::

Today was a perfect day..heheheh..nk kata perfect sgt tuh x la..but almost..G.I.joe best giler plus i x fall asleep mse tgk wyg k..hehehe..ktorg mkn cndy floss pastu jln2 kt my fav places..pastu mkn(of cos)..no gado2...n the best part ley wt bkfast for him..lurve you syg..

lapanaprilduaributigabelas@duaduapulohlimapagi

::muhammad zul helmi samad::
stress la kalo slalu keadaan tegang jew..
hmmmm...abis ilang moOd sy..

::tempat keja::
maleh nk lyn pael manusia yg tggi sgt permintaan dye
~walhal panel jew pn..combong nk mampus..walhal guard jew pn..salam, senyum or time kaseh ilang ble lngkah jew msok ke tmpat nieyh..laak cm VVIp jew..maleh la nk lyn mnusia cm korang..kalo x bub panel msti korang g hosp. gov pya la..
~da Dr x prescribe antibiotik tuh x yah la pertikai.HEllo tuan puan antibiotik tuh bkn la bagus sgt cm tuan puan sedia maklum..bersyukur la kalo tuan puan x dberi antibiotik oleh Dr..mknanya infeksi tuh x la terok..jgn la tlalu xcited nk mkn antibiotik cmpy x ingt dunia..jgn cmpy 1 arie t bdan tuan puan or ank2 anda jd kebal bg segala antibiotik..mse tuh bwu la mnggelupur nk cri penawarnya..kalo saket sket2 tuh x yah la nk mkn antibiotik sgt..herrrrr....!!!!
(x pham dgn perangai mnusia especially owg melayu yg tlalu obses ngn antibiotik..)

:: G. I. joe::
~~da btaun ak tgu citer tuh..finally kuar gak...plezzz muhammad zul helmi samad jgn musnahkn impian sy..cukup la dgn citer2 yg laen especially battleship.. i`ve enough xpriend n nitemare..
P/s: by hook or by crook sy nk gak tgk citer tuh..

:: cuti seminggu::
*nk alek kg budget x de lak..huhuhuh..tp diri nieyh windu giler kt mak abah adik2 n kucing2..n katil..n selimut bucuk ak tuh..sabo jew la~~~~

::nur syafiQah bt abdul wahid..::

Muhammad zul helmi samad..

Muhammad zul helmi samad..

*always stay beside me no matter happens

*jd peneman time aQ nanges

* akn dgr jew pew yg aQ nk bebel kn (tp kdg2 ske sgt nympok ckp owg...)

* akn tahan dgn perangai aQ yg biol nieyh..kdg2 angin  topan yg melanda dri pn dye lyn jew..dye pojok jew..hehehehe

*always make me more n more in lurve wit him every second....

 *kdg2 mulot yg pedas nieyh akn wat dye tluke tp dye cool jew..cian dye.. but  kdg2 owg  ckp tuh x hormat  pakwe or x jge maruah..depands on  ur opinion dear..RESPECT  tuh mknenye meluas cek kak..  flash back pe yg kte pnah wat..n think.. it`s dat ur respect to ur boyfwen ??  huhuhu sekadar munasabah diri..jgn amek atie.. kalo setakat ske komen owg tnpe sedar diri tuh lumrah la..jgn penah komen  kalo awk pn wat bnda yg sme..cume beza situasi jew yg berbeza..huhuhuh

*always positive thinker

Tp yg x bestny ramai  lak mnusia yg ske m`komen hubungn ktorg or dye.. of kos aQ sket atie..

Hmmm...pe ley wat nseb bdan..huhuhu..aQ sket pn x nyesal dgn pilihan aQ..  tp aQ  bahagia dgn dye..

Perangai dye yg cmtu la  wat lg aQ sygkn dye..lumrah la jd mnusia mesti ad kelemahan or kelebihan kn..??

Think positive nursyafiQahbtabdulwahid...!!!!

***hye awk2 yg ske sgt komen yayunk  sy..,sy doakn moga Allah s.w.t jodohkn  awk2 dgn someone  perfect tnpa ad cacat cela pn..sy x perfect n muhammad zel helmi bin samad mybe x perfect cm buah  atie pengarang jntong  awk2..so  semoga awk2 bahagia dgn kehidupan yg sempurna oke..best of luck awk2..

**even muhammad zul helmi bin samad tuh poyo, bendul,bodoh or bangang skali pun don`t wory coz awk2 kn mnusia yg b`untung coz got such a perfect guy in ur life..so lucky u oll..

*hye awk2 sy nk pesan something perfect sgt kew ur boyfwen cmpy ley down kn muhammad zul helmi samad dpn owg laen..??? mybe awk akn jwb x..but someday kalo benda nieyh jd  kt awk.. (n_n)

~~~~~watever la..

To muhammad zul helmi samad:

Awk mybe bukan yg pertama hadir lam idop sy..tp sy sentiasa doakn awk adalah yg TERAKHIR  yg akn hadir lam idop sy..syg awk..

nursyafiQahbtabdulwahid

Our lurve story..

Ramai owg tertanya2 cmne ktorg ley start..

Basically it started when dye da atie kt  11c princess..well u know who..hmm..but  at  da time i still wit my buchuk.. but suddenly.. hmmm

Pastu aQ  ngn dye da start jd rapat..

Pastu mule la timbul gosip..ble mule owg berckp  n x da insuran plak..mcm2 la citer yg timbul

*aQ kikis dye la

*aQ curang la..

*kitorg nieyh skandal la

*aQ amek hak owg la

*aQ  x ckup bgus tok dye la..x layak..x cukup baek..pompuan jahat..

*wat dye berubah la..

*wat dye jd jahat la.

*wat dye lupe kawan

*wat dye lupe study..

*mcm2..

At first it was very hard to accecpt..tp  ble i take a deep breath.. n  think positively.. senang jew nk handle..hahaha..pas ak da nanges plus giler meroyan then i decided to ignore jew..wat x taw suda..bg owg yg bercakap  tuh, aQ ucapkn thanks a lot ye..  wat ak lg nk tunjuk kt kowang..hahahaha..

Btw, for ur information esspecially secret admire muhammad zul helmi samad  or yg penah tolak cinta dye n those who admit their bestfwen  him, he was a good man plus so romantic n cweet giler n caring..so rugi la kowang..bukan nk bangga tp lepaskn geram.. cm ktorg nieyh nk bercinta kna mntak izin 1 dunia..the more i know bout him the more i lurve him.. plus x salahkn kalo kitorg coretkn ur lurve story cmne yg ktorg nk..? da kne mengena ngn kowg kew???? Hehehe..watever~~~~~

arie jubah biru saya

its suppose to be antara arie yg paling epy lam idup aQ..tp..

tuhan jew taw pe yg bersarang lam atie nieyh..

dari saat aQ bangun tido cmpy la tamatnya segalanya aQ asyk than jew dri dr nanges..

huhuhuh..berharapkn arie cpt berlalu...

aQ gagahkn dri gak tok stay kt seGi damansara tuh...

tp kalo ikotkn atie aQ memang pas dpt diploma tuh trus ak nk blah..

hehehe...

 

BUT

~disebalik sumo tuh~

aQ dpt jmpe mak zul helmi samad n kakak dye..

nervous kowt..

jntong ak pya la laju

fuhhhh...

x senang duduk aQ nieyh la..

mcm2 bnda kt pale..

cmne kalo dye x suke aQ?
kalo dye swuh yayunk kawen ngn owg laen cmne?

aQ pkai yg ssuai x?

nk ckp pew?

~mula la pkiran ak yg merepek2 tuh dtg..~

huhuhuh..

thanks syg awk memang tebaek..

time kaseh bub x bia sy lalui 31 march 2013 cowg dri..

syg awk sgt2

p/s: best la awk ley kenakn sy dpn mak awk ek..tgu turn ble awk jmpe fmily sy t..hahaha

i`ll get my revenge..hahahaahhaa...juz wait honey..